沒有花の日子 : Day 72 ...Mer-Dey-Kah

Damn stupid and boring Sunday ..

Luckily i managed to revise my Physic till thermodynamics :) .. *clap*

I made some budgeting today ... and all i need is 4 As and above , one contract , PTPTN loan and hardwork ... AND I"M GETTING OUTTA THIS GR**T COUNTRY !!

:) .. Babi Go !!

沒有花の日子 : Day 69 ... a scientific love poem for you my Snow White..

If You are a proton..
Then I will be an electron ...
Circulating you day and night...
Make sure no neutrons ever comes near you ...
While keeping you radioactively stable forever..
And together we form Hydrogen ... The smallest elementary atom in the universe...
Yet holds unspeakable wonder ... :)

If you are mRNA ..
Then I'll be rRNA ......
Together we code proteins ...
Then let the genetic lines live on forever.... :)
The combination of gene between You and I of course...

If you are Mass....
then i'll be energy...
Thou the Law of Conservation of energy no longer binds us...
But at least... We are still bonded by the most famous equation in the world ..
E=mc^2
:)

If you are H2O ...
Then i'll turn myself into and aquous Manganese ion ...
And let myself surrounded by 6 copies of you ... :)
Boy O' Boy .. I'm such a greedy man ...

If You were to undergo fission reaction to produce love spark as majestic as an atom bomb...
Then I'll make it even more wondrous ... by undergoing a fission reaction ...
Together ...
You and I ...
Fission and Fusion .....
Our loves becomes sustainable and ever lasting ...
Just like every bright stars do.....
Up in the heaven or sky everynight.....
Shining ever brightly upon the surface of the world....

Sorry Darling .. I ran out of idea... Maybe I'll continue some other day .. :)

I love You , Snow White :)

沒有花の日子 : Day 67 ...ZZZzz....

Woke up at 6 this morning and felt as if there is one big chunk of ice in my head ... ZZzz... Damn painful headache..

All thanks to those people who was jumping and singing all night long in UTC pasar...

ZZzzz....

Now i missed 2 periods of maths for me to revise my Paper 1 with Pn. Lee and 2 periods of physics for me to learn about Physical Optics... SHIT !!

Whatever it is.. the headache is easily cured with a hot cup of latte (columbian dark roast = NICE ! )

Then ... i work on my paper 2 maths... statistics... ZZzz... now there are all charts and graphs and tables in my mind .. ZZZzz....

Then now i'm going to finish off my Simple Harmonic Motion and also Wave... 2 chapters that can either kill or save you in Physics... ( of course not to mention Gravitation but now i've settled it LOL ~~~ )

Enough of all these bullshits .. goodbye. And good luck everyone on your revision .. Life is Great !

沒有花の日子 : Day 64... coffee hangover

Bless me .. I'm suffering from a serious coffee hangover now ...

Lost all my concentration just to a cup of freaking strong coffee !! damn it !!

I need some focus now !! FOCUS !!

FREAKING DICK ~

Everyone ! PUSH !!!!

p/s : It's now 6.15pm , i've managed to kick out the hangover.. managed to finish Statics and Gravitation. Will push through Differentiation tonight. To all my buddies in form 6, gambatte !!

P/S : To CZQ ... If you cant concentrate on your studies, watch porn 15 minutes then continue your studies.. it works 100% fine for me .. :)

沒有花の日子 : Day 62 ...

Yesterday was a mess .. 6 hours of tuition .. one large Coke .. one can of Nescafe ..

Two little dumb-ass is enough to kiss my ass and turn me into a caffeine-pickled-walking-sleeper ...

And after yesterday .. i lost much .. i knew i lost much ...

But such losses may be necessary to prevent more from losing ... after all , such losses will be my primary target 130 days later from now .. when the storm is over .. and the sky is bright again ..

After 130 days later ... i would strive to bring back my flower .. back into my own courtyard again ..

A courtyard without flower.. is not a courtyard.. it's more like a graveyard...

But the main thing now is still survive the coming storm ..

If i cant survive this storm ... there wouldn't be any courtyard .. nor any flower.. nor anything left..

What i have now would be gone .. if i cant survive the coming storm ...

Forgive me ... i MUST do this...

沒有花の日子 : Day 60 ...

This is my 242th post... HHmmmm ... not bad not bad ...

Although i've received complains that my first 25 post were the best .. Well, I'm working my best to retain that style too ....

But what worries me is "how come my style of writing changed so drastically ?!" ...

I knew something is wrong with me ... be it wrong for the better OR wrong for the worse...

Anyway , I just want to say what's within my hand's grasp is mine !

No people will be given a chance to slash in and say some fuckish words and try to break away something or people that belongs to me ...

If i fail to retain it ... then i'll succeed in destroying the person or thing that break my something or someone away from me ...

Why i'm so confident that I'll succeed in destroying it or she or he ?

Becos "Revenge is SWEET !!" ...

沒有花の日子 : Day 59 ...

Exam is near.... Chong Wei is out ..

ZZZzzz....

I am not going to study my PA already ... it's time wasting !! Diao it !!

Now the concentration is on my Bio , Physic and Maths..

Chemistry wise .. Thanks to Kathiresan , his flashcards method works very well for me ... :)
The only part to take care of in Chemistry is Electrochemistry , Thermochemistry and Equilibrium .. Which i sucks at these chapters..

As for biology ... kinda worried .. SO DAMN MUCH !!

Physic ... HALF-LIFE !!

Maths i'll need to bank on paper 1 .. as Doraemon said .. paper 2 is really like gambling !

On more thing to take care of ..

MY dear Snow White ..

Sayang ar ,

It's been almost 2 months .. I missed you a lot .. :(
I'll try my best to find a path that can let me reunite with you as soon as possible :)

From your pig-head BF :P

The rest of you who are reading this blog dont throw egg at me !!!
AAARRRGGHH !!!
Run Babi RUN !!!

No More Hari KoKu !!

damn it !

Tomorrow will be the last hari koko in my life time !

Hari koko sucks !!

Especially when u had a brainless moronic head-of-all-teacher !! (woops... did i mention sekuuuoolll perrinnshibail ??)

It cost me my time with my girlfriend !!

It cost me my time with my studies !!!

I cost me my time with my bed !!!




It cost me ... COST ME ~~~~~~~









COST ME FREAKING BLOODY SHITTY BITHCY FUCKY amount of time and petroleum !!

*the writer is under the influence of mega-drug called "Exothermionic-Babi-Catalyse" , so expect lots of heat as it's exothermic !!

Less than 100 days ..... towards D-day

Less then 100 days left for me to prepare for STPM. Looking at my prospect now , I'm not confident of even getting 2 As .... Sigh ...

With less than 20 days to spend for each subjects..... ZZZzzzz....

So far I've drank countless cup of coffee since May 15 2007 .... countless sleepless night... countless frustration ...

Now my dear Snow White pulak went to Australia already ... Sob Sob .....

Anyway ... last night i went to Econsave to stock up some soft drinks ... and there's a stage for performance for the Hungry Ghost Festivals. Oh god...

The speaker is so damn loud and my father ask me to go and have a look ... i went ... and the stage performers said they are going to reveal the next singer , their "Snow White" ... bloody shit !!

What i saw is no Snow White ...

I saw a plate of apple-syrup-glazed-chargrilled-pork-sirloin-infused-with-italian-herbs-and-Tuscany-olive-oil-wit- a-small-dash- of-black-pepper

IN OTHER WORD : 猪扒 ！！！

....worst of all .. her voice sucks ... and i cant sleep the whole damn night cos of them !!

There were bloody lots of old Ah Pek sitting down there and gazing at her ... ><"