Replacement..

If I can replace you to fight the sickness you are suffering from now.. that would be the best.

Hey You !

hey YOU !

Dun cry already ok ?

here's a big gift for you, hope you see them when you wake up :

=)

SMILE

Words from July : missing you

My beloved wife..

I just want you to know how much I miss you.

i will continue to stand...

I will keep on standing..

I will stay alive..

For what you are doing to me now is all my karma..

I will pay back all my sins.. Since i got nothing else in this world to hold on to.

It's not that everytime i blog, i blog about sadness in this relationship. But my Freundin, it's because i got no one else in this world to talk to. I don't have friends, nor I have someone else to talk to cool down these feelings down. This blog has been around since our relationship started. She is the only one whom i can talk to when i'm really down. I've got 2 more friends : beer and whisky. But i know i shouldn't rely so much on them, else i will live shorter and have lesz time to be with you, or if i can't be with you, have less time to look at you while standing in shadows.

I know you don't need me. I knew it since long time ago. You've got nothing to loose if you ditch me again. But it's ok. It's all ok...

This week, my happiness lasts only 10 minutes, when you tell me that you found someone whom will help you advance your carrier in pastry... I've been always blaming myself whenever i remember how i encouraged you to study pastry only to see that you felt insecured with a life without a university degree. I'm sorry for that. But at least now there's hope. And you have brighter years ahead than me... I wish you love.

Sorry.

Hey..! CHEESEBUN ! CHEESEBUN WITH LOT'S OF SNOWY ICING SUGARS !!

I'm sorry not that I wanted to do that..

but.. since March last year when I popped the first bottle of hoegaarden, life has been upside down for me and I'm struggling to keep things back to the balance.

Don't blame me for that. help me change things. Not blame me or scold me or emo-ing there. i needed support. not hate.

All i can say is for you, I've been really working hard on many changes that you have always wanted to see. But lately at the same time, life's pushing me to the very limit. It's hard for me.

Your my angel..

the very thought of Cheese Bun... made my day brighter.

Thanks.

You & Me.

Challenges ahead. A wave is coming. May all be well for us. May the rings stayed attached. May all stay well.

Olivia Ong : You and Me

IT'S A MARVELLOUS DAY !!!!!

Today kena diao ...

TODAY ... i kena diao to the core max... fucked ... fich ... diu ... diao ... whatever you called it.

It sucks man ... sucks to the max...

The Great Gods of Beer : Hoegaarden, Erdinger, Budweiser ~

Tell me what should I do ... seriously !

Tell me what should I do now ~~

Maybe it's time to worship that nice brain-drilling old pal ?

That red coloured bull ?

maybe .. maybe not...

Feeling damn emo in the afternoon ... went to Clementi alone in the afternoon and spent SGD 20+ eating a piece of nice New Zealand Ribeyes from The Botak Jones... mouth watering. Love the pink medium well texture !

With anatomy test coming in 4 days time... It's really a desperate time ... NUS year 1 Sem 2.. I shall never forget this colourful semester. Colourful enough to draw out almost every drop of humanity left in me. Colourful enough to turn me from a coffee geek to an alcoholic beast. Monstrous. However, amazingly all my test and mid-terms turn out much much better than semester 1.

Maybe it's the path of the beast that i should take and not the path of the gentleman coffee dude ? Let's just see how it turns out after the final examination results are out ok ? I'm sure the great beers won't turn me down. Or maybe I should be somewhere in between. maybe just something like jakyll and hyde. Maybe it's really an intermediate between being a coffee connoisseur and a beer snob ? I don't give a shit ! For all i care now is the One in my heart comes back to me !! :(

Good. It's good to end my post here tonight. Shall start finishing all the notes tonight !! Let my neighbours wake me up for breakfast tomorrow with those idiot turtlish alarm.

Mug Day - 16/09/09

Welcome to my world ... Mugging World !

In Singapore the word "mugging" is sort of like what we called "eat book" back in Sungai Petani.

However, due to the vibrant nature of hall life, hall residents usually have a peculiar stereotype against muggers ! e.g. : non-socialble group of people .... nerd.... P.R.C.(People's Republic of China).... etc

Your friend here is a famous open-door mugger of A-block :)

Open-door mugger however ... is a group of people who study with their room's door open wide ... welcoming any other people from the hall.... ( actually i open my door to improve ventilation cause it's freaking hot to stay in 6th floor !! )

Photos of my tables are attached... too stressed so i did this post for de-stress :)

Laptop ... notes.... books.... coffee :)

more books.... stationary .... piles of shits....

and a love-letter to remind me not to give up and keep on pursuing the sweet life I'll be enjoying once all these are over ... keep on running towards the rainbow behind the thunderstorm..... DON'T STOP !!

GAMBATE !!

p/s : Confirmed I'm going to Melbourne this December with my hard-earned kuih money to reunite with my heart.... !! She took my heart to Melbourne !!!!!!!!!!!

I'm now a walking body without a heart....

Medicine Library...

Hi all... Zi Yi here from medicine library...

It's a great place ! Not crowded at all and the air cond is freaking cold , dude !!

Lot's of medicine journals here... LOTS of them...

I think 2 years from now you will find me and JJ camping here doing citation ...

CITATION : Worst part of university ....... :(

Here's my view for today :

P/S : I focus on the empty chair in front of me... I hope Snow White is there.. :(

Fight My Way to Melbourne !!

Missing someone ~

Honey ~ I miss you soooo damn much !!!

Really felt like swimming all the way to Sydney just to kiss you !!

Sigh... whenever i miss you ... this is the song i listen to. Enjoy :)

"Lucky" Official Video With Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Valentine's coming... : )

ha ha ha ... the most headache part of the year is finally here ...

as many people know... Valentine's Day is a very very challenging day for me... very very lol

Ya.. in 2008 ... i did forked out lot's of money for this day only ..

I've never spend so much money on one single day !

But then i should be happy that i did forked out that much of money...

Who knows when i can ever sit on the romantic table and have a good meal with her on Valentine's again ??

WHO ? who can tell me that.... who ?!!?!?!?!!!!

If i can post a bouquet of flowers into Australia ... i would definitely do it.... ( but Australian Gov dun allow that )

If i can post a box of Choc into Aussie.... it's also enough for me already .... ( but Aussie dudes don't allow too )

If i can post a Bear into Aussie ... it's also a great deal too !!! ( again.... it took 3 months for a package to arrive .... SHIT )

Now what i really hope for is My Sweetheart won't be angry at me cos i can't spend this Valentine's with her... which is her birthday too.... :(

Darling ... I love you very very much ... Please don't be mad at me ok ma ?

Love you :-*

Happy New Year !!

Damn stupid New Year eve.... when other food stalls in basement 1 of Bugis Junction are closed 1 hour earlier ~ we are the only stalls left open till 10 pm .... sob sob ~

Everyone went for New Year countdown at Marina bay ~ we ? We sweep floor at Bugis Junction ~

Shit shit shit ~ Even the china boys from opposite stalls laugh at me ... wishing me happy new year as i sweep the floor ~~ Sob Sob Sob ~~~

What ever the heck it is ~ I'm determined to get out of probation period within 3 months ( normal staff is 6 months ) ...

And I'm determined to learn how to make cappuccino using espresso machine this week !! ( though the machine's steam burnt my hand yesterday )

there's something called determination which i believe Singapore will be a great place for me to learn ~

And one more kind of spirit called the "kia-su" spirit ... which i think i have already pick up :P

Ya... i make sure every slice of cake i slice is much perfect than those sliced by other trainees...

I make sure everything i do is perfect ... BECAUSE I KIA-SU !!

LOL ~~ Doesnt sound like the old Gila Babi you all known ?

LOL ~ people changed... and for most of the time ... we change for the good of ourself :)

Anyway ... I'm writing today because i wanna wish my Princess "Happy New Year , Darling :) "

I pray to God that our 3rd year will be a blissful one :) ... and I love You :)

Missing you ~~~

Darling ... i miss you very much...

Ever since you moved to the new house we have rarely talked to each other...

Moreover we are now 3 hours different in time zone !! Sob Sob.... sooooo hard to communicate...

:( feel like hugging and kissing you now ...

Goodnight darling... I love you .. today way too tired already.. hopefully you are resting well now on the other continent.. now it should be 12.13 am there already..

I love you , Snow White.... :-*

沒有花の日子 : Day 69 ... a scientific love poem for you my Snow White..

If You are a proton..
Then I will be an electron ...
Circulating you day and night...
Make sure no neutrons ever comes near you ...
While keeping you radioactively stable forever..
And together we form Hydrogen ... The smallest elementary atom in the universe...
Yet holds unspeakable wonder ... :)

If you are mRNA ..
Then I'll be rRNA ......
Together we code proteins ...
Then let the genetic lines live on forever.... :)
The combination of gene between You and I of course...

If you are Mass....
then i'll be energy...
Thou the Law of Conservation of energy no longer binds us...
But at least... We are still bonded by the most famous equation in the world ..
E=mc^2
:)

If you are H2O ...
Then i'll turn myself into and aquous Manganese ion ...
And let myself surrounded by 6 copies of you ... :)
Boy O' Boy .. I'm such a greedy man ...

If You were to undergo fission reaction to produce love spark as majestic as an atom bomb...
Then I'll make it even more wondrous ... by undergoing a fission reaction ...
Together ...
You and I ...
Fission and Fusion .....
Our loves becomes sustainable and ever lasting ...
Just like every bright stars do.....
Up in the heaven or sky everynight.....
Shining ever brightly upon the surface of the world....

Sorry Darling .. I ran out of idea... Maybe I'll continue some other day .. :)

I love You , Snow White :)

Valentine's Day is just a month away ~~

My nightmare is approaching soon...

My nightmare is giving me nightmare literally !!!

My nightmare is gonna make me work hard to keep my girl HAPPY !!!!!

My nightmare is ... actually a blessing too....

My nightmare+blessing is ...








MY GIRLFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY FALLS ON VALENTINE'S DAY !!!



Yes... to be honest, it can either be a blessing or a nightmare .. haha

Ok... Let's analyse properly :

Blessing :
1. Saves me dinner cost.
2. Saves me petrol cost.
3. Saves me some time.. ( she's gonna kill me if she knows this .. XD )

Nightmare :
1. Gift must be special..
2. Dinner must be special..
3. Price of roses shoot like a rocket !!!
4. My angpau money will be gone... ( she's gonna turn me into a pork chop .. :P )

By the day before Valentine's Day i should be tired like this :



Whatever it is... a girlfriend is a girlfriend..

I want to pick her up as a girlfriend.. I have to be responsible.

Whether it's financially, mentally, emotionally or physically ( don't be dirty , ok ? ) .. i MUST be prepared..

So so so ...

You guys musts come to this blog more often so that i can EARN MORE MONEY OUT OF THE ADS FOR THE SAKE OF MY HAPPINESS !!!!

Shopping For Clothes With Your Girl Friend ...

Hmm...

I know many of you guys are still single..

Many of you guys have girl friend but never went shopping for clothes with them..

HaHa.. I'm going to share my experience with you dudes and nerds today .. MuaHaHa !!

Ok , at Thursday .. I went for my dinner with Snow White and Snow White's mommy ... ( I'm going to give her a nickname soon.. wanna discuss with Snow White 1st .. )

Then her mommy gave me a task : Escort the pretty Snow White to Centre Square ~

Sweat... Panic liao ... But never mind.. I keep cool and take up the task ..

HaHa.. So she drop us at the shopping mall and there we go...

Babi : Hm... skirts ar.. Go BeBe la.. quite nice ~

Snow White : =.=" ... BeBe expensive one.. dun wan lar ..

Babi : O...

Snow White : we walk around and see see first lar ...

Babi : Ok Ok...

So we walked pass a shop and Snow White just rush in ...

Babi : ==" , the stock here not suitable lar..

Snow White : See see first lar..

Then come a lao yi ...

Lao Yi : Hello girl .. what are you looking for ??

Snow White : Er... I'm looking for .. &^%$(+_)+_(*^%$#^$#@$%&)(_ .....

That lao yi took out some really "Lao Yi" pattern de stuff...

Babi : =.="

Snow White : O ... O... O...

Babi : Er .. Aunty ar.. We go survey other shop 1st har.. *pulled Snow White's hand and walked out*

Then we walk walk walk ... see see see... test test test test test ...

Finally we reached one shop where she tried a few ..

MuaHaha ... Finally the reward come..

I get to see my pretty Snow WHite in a good range of clothes... MuaHaHa ..

Never know she can be so pretty !!

HaHa !!

Although a bit tired ... but then again .. getting the chance to see your girl friend becoming a fashion model is a great experience !!

Moreover .. going out for outings like this also helps me to understand Snow White's preference as well as the suitable size of clothings !

Hm..

- Experience
- Understand her taste
- Know her clothes size ..


Best of all.. You'll learn to appreciate her more as well ~

Er... dunno how to express much on this .. go experience it yourself !

The closest illustration i can give you is .... You'll feel like falling in love with your girl friend .. again ~

Hm... quite abstract too ~

* Sin Hui said I'm elligible to win The Best Boy Friend in SMK Ibrahim award ..

Dear ... do you think i'm suitable for that prize ar ??
HaHa .. I'm so be pai se ~ =.="

A Problem Regarding Village Mall of Sungai Petani

Do you people know why is it delayed for opening after so many days and weeks ?

Well, i just received a news... "not sure about it's authenticity"

Apparently , the local council of Majlis Perbandaran Sungai Petani wants a sweetes coffee from the developer..

With a cup of sweet coffee and some sweet tea.. They will provide them with an O.C.

What the hell la...

Quickly get it opened so that i can have a good place to kill my time when i feel like going for a date !!

*note*
- the Malacca trip's continuation part has to be delayed... As I've ran out of bandwidth in Flickr !
- Snow White is back in town ... time to go for a happy date again !! yay !! Love you, Snow White !!

Damn Bitch or Monster who stole my girl friend's phone ...

Damn...

So damn shocked when i suddenly receive a message from Snow White telling me that her phone was stolen !!

Damn Malay who wanna balik kampung ~

Go back take duit raya ok liao la !!

No need to take handphone raya !!

I curse you this damn monster or bitch ..

To die on your way home from raya ~

best of all you head got smashed up by a bus..

Your gut is littered all over..

Your wife got raped by people ..

Your son got butchered by some upper class monster !

You lost your penis !!

You lost your breast !!

And best of all !!




YOU DAMN MONSTER OR BITCH !!

I CURSE YOU TO LOOSE YOUR DAMN DARK BROWN NIPPLES !!!!!!!!!!!